.♥.When Nothing ELSE MatterS.♥.

I can still hear the words u whispered,
when you told me,
I can stay right here,
Forever in your arms.

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♥WELCOME♥

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Welcome to my blog!
I know I took like Forever to Blog and Update!

Your's Truly,
FaRa♥

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♥.GoodBye.Do.TaG.♥

19 December 2009-

♥The Hardest Thing In Life,
is to Know which bridge to cross,

Goodbye 19th...Big Hello to being 20 years old.

Being age of 19, I've been through a lot.

1. Having thought I found the love of my life, but it didn't last.
2. Teaching me the true value of having true friends.
3. Being able to say STOP, when you know you can no longer tolerate a relationship.
4. Having to shift from Singapore to JB.
5. To take a big risk by knowing someone who I'm clearly not suppose to.
6. Stressing more in Money rather than schools.
7. More sin.
8. More lies.
9. Getting to know things that hurts a lot.
10. Problems, problems and more problems.

SUMMARY: 2009 and 19 is not a good year and age for me.
But discovering true friends. Is worth this very year.
Love u all central perks deep deepz!

Hoping that being 20 is more worth it.
Looking forward for the most big changes that have yet to come.
I know that's life.

Labels: Makin Dewasa, Makin Matang., Makin Tua

And which one to burn..
The end.♥

21 September 2009-

♥The Hardest Thing In Life,
is to Know which bridge to cross,

Wishing my dearest Families, Friends and Readers a

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. (",)

And which one to burn..
The end.♥

31 July 2009-

♥The Hardest Thing In Life,
is to Know which bridge to cross,

Buang Sayang, Telan Pahit.

Ok I'm talking about my Blogspot over here. I've not been updating any blog entries for the past few weeks (maybe even for more than 1 month). LOL

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Things changed in life for me.

I wasn't sure what to do and choose.

Sometimes I even wonder if i ever can fight this battlefield of love.

I'm too young, maybe I'm not strong enough like you ever have think.

I want guidance in life.

I felt ashamed standing next to you.

I felt inferior.

And deep down I hope there's someone who willing.

Amin.

And which one to burn..
The end.♥

12 July 2009-

♥The Hardest Thing In Life,
is to Know which bridge to cross,

Yeah, I tahu dah lame I tak update kn kn kn. LOL.

Almost 1 month past and a lot of things have changed.

Where shall I start?

Life have been complicated lately and I am very happy at least I have my Gfs that I can easily talk to about my problems that I have been facing and they have been supportive even since I officially became S-I-N-G-L-E. LoL.

Love life srew to the max but look on the bright side, I manage to lose weight without any effort. hahaha...

Schools life isn't doing any better too, rushing for time to complete FYP and upcoming UT's coming this week.

Life in JB practically is ok because now, I do once in a while come back to stay at my dad house. So it's easy for me.

Mood now is actually sad over something.

I really really hope that my Galfriends will be there this tuesday.

Plz.

I mean Nad, Nadz and Ayu.

Can?

I'm really down, down, down....

And which one to burn..
The end.♥

11 July 2009-

♥The Hardest Thing In Life,
is to Know which bridge to cross,

Went to National Musuem with Elfi and Nad.
We met the Nadz, Ayu, Naz over there.

Things went perfectly fine at first.
Pics will be uploaded Soon!
But dunno why.....
it sux at the end...

It was raining heavily and only to find myself being left alone outside Niational Musuem.
furthermore the HP uat perangai...
Low batt at this kind of moment.

Haiz...& I can't believe that person left me alone!
& obviously wouldn't dare to go back JB alone.
Takut seh.

Luckily, with my smart brain, called my step dad to pick me up at dad place.

& the best part yet to come...

I saw Khai again...
=)But he look rather strange..fierce..tired...
I Only manage to exchange smile and wave at him..

So ya...again2 kite terserempak lagi...macam best gitu!
LOL.

And which one to burn..
The end.♥

17 June 2009-

♥The Hardest Thing In Life,
is to Know which bridge to cross,

Life in JB is okay for me.

Adapting to live in JB was not as hard i would think.

I guess when once i entered JB, i don't need to think about my personal problem.

I felt peace that I never felt before.

Just some issues like school that I think about.

People can't call, can't msg, can't bother me.

However, now, I have a huge problem.

I dont even know what to do.

And which one to burn..
The end.♥

10 June 2009-

♥The Hardest Thing In Life,
is to Know which bridge to cross,

It's over between me & him.

& im mean totally over.

Yes I was the one who keep insisting and initiating.

While his the one who keep asking and begging.

Yes..i'm being selfish.

But all at least to whoever who say I being such a bitch and selfish. I'm going to say this right up to your face....

"Aku berani dengan membuat keputusan. Akulah yang tentukan kebahagiaan hidup aku dan jalan hidup aku."

And which one to burn..
The end.♥